This year at life women conference we were told to choose a word. A word to outline your year. A word to life you're year by.
Well it's now 2012 so time to choose a word.
Okay, so I guess you wanna know my word.
COMMIT
Now that's committing
Yeaup, that's it. Now I have to explain the context of the word. I don't mean say commit to everything that get's asked of me, nor get in a committed relationship…. well wait, I will get in a committed relationship, but right now only with God, well because unfortunately there are no love interests in my life, but honestly i'm fine with that. Enough with the run on sentences.
What I mean by COMMIT is fully see things through. If i'm gonna do something i'm in it, i'm there, i'm all in, gonna live it to it's fullest, go until there's no gas in the tank for it.I am REALLY good committing fully to only a few things and just half heartedly fulfilling the others. If I wanna see growth and victories in 2012 I can't just let most things in life happen to me. I wanna actively be apart in the events in my life. Now the challenge for myself with this word it the word control. I do not mean control. I want to do all I can do in any situation, not have it my way. And to fully commit, I first have to commit to the one who has committed EVERYTHING to me, Jesus. I have no chance in committing to the other things in my life fully if i don't first commit myself to God. Or else i'm just gonna get tired out.
Now, i'm not going to be perfect at it. I admit it. I'm a perfectionist, so admitting it is the first step right? Or that's what the "experts" say. I shall try my darndest and i'm going to COMMIT to not beating myself up if I don't always follow through. As I stated previously this word theory is so I can go, i'm never gonna be perfect at it from the start or else I wouldn't have it as my word.
