Anticipation.

So i've been out of commision in the last weekish. Well cause of finals i had no time to blog. Then pretty much the day after finals headed to the island, where my Grandparents don't have wireless internet. They do have internet but I feel super rude sitting on their computer not engaging in family conversation, as I only see them a few times a year. And usually post at the end of the day curled up in my bed with my laptop.

Anways theres alot i've wanted to blog about so here's whats on my mind right.

As you've noticed I LOVE CHRISTMAS! Quite alot, there is one thing I dislike. How short it is, oh and how we never get snow. But I live for the lights, the mood, how all the hustle and bustle has this peace about it, how wishing someone a merry christmas at a starbucks line can just change their mood. All this I wait for all year round. One thing I don't like is how when its over its over. Boxing day comes round and its goodbye christmas spirit. Yes, christmas nowadays is alot of give me give me with most families. But in the shopping mall before christmas you can tell people are looking for specials gifts that are meaningful for the most part to the people around that mean the most to them. Whilst you walk in a mall on boxing day and its all about them. All the giving spirit is gone. And so too the entire christmas atmosphere.

I wish it could slowly phase out. Like how summer turns to Autumn, or Winter to spring. It changes slowly and you don't even notice the change. But I really wish it could stay all year long. Most may not know what christmas is really about, or they know but don't just truly celebrate the real meaning of christmas. At least they know there is a greater meaning, and 'most' change their spirits. Why can't people be nice and giving all year round. The world definatley needs a saviour