I really really should be continuing my homework, but I got distracted as always and have been really wanting to blog again. My problem is there's so many things happening and so many little thoughts popping around my head i don't know where to start. So lets start with a post about the big decision i've made recently.
I've decided to go on exchange. And all of you reading this probably already know this.
I'm so excited. A year ago I wouldn't have even thought about taking this opportunity. I always have wanted to travel but there never seemed to be money for it and I couldn't see a gap in time that I could do it. I'm always so focused on what's next I need to get this done, I need to get that done, responsibility responsibility blah blah blah. And sometimes there's so much crap in life that I just throw myself into work to blow that steam off and forget about it, which worries my for my future. But i'm 21, isn't this when i'm supposed to be travelling and figuring myself out. I've had my career basically figured out since i was 10 years old and since then there really hasn't been much room for adventure.
I figured there's always time, and honestly I can make more money. This will be an investment in my future i'm more than okay making. The experiences I will have alone will pay for the trip over and over.
So the plan is to leave in August 2014 travel and visit in Europe for a month then arrive in Helsinki, Finland and do school for 4 months.
I'm not going to lie I am excited, but i'm completely scared shitless to be in another country all on my own. But that's what makes me believe it's completely from God. I have complete peace amongst the fear about it.
I just have to work my but off and get selected, because only two students per IDSN year get selected.
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